::when pics speak louder than words::

credit to mior faiq mior abu tahrin for this beautiful pictures. made me wonder a while. it's something worth sharing so here we go...

even an animal knows how to love and protect. we are human, created with cognitive function hopefully can do better than this insyaAllah ;)

30:21 And He has put love [mawadda] and mercy between your [hearts]: Verily in that are Signs for those who reflect.

::the green bin::

satu pagi yang indah, aku mendapat hidayah untuk bangun awal. ya, sila baca betul-betul. aku bangun awal. sebelum sempat pak cik dublin city council membersihkan tong sampah di deretan rumah kami. kagum sekali!

bukan itu sahaja yang pelik pada hari itu. perkara kedua yang biasa aku lakukan selepas solat subuh ialah, menarik duvet dan belayar ke alam mimpi. tapi, tidak pada hari itu. aku turun ke dapur. perut juga tidak mendendangkan irama sumbang seperti selalu. biasanya, bangun pagi sahaja, pasti suda berkeroncong minta di isi. iramanya pasti lagi mencemarkan corong telinga apabila sudah berniat puasa di malam harinya. 

pasti kamu tertanya-tanya, apa yang aku lakukan selepas itu? memasak sarapan yang baunya mampu mengejutkan jiran yang sedang tidur? membancuh air teh susu yang mengeluarkan wap berkepul-kepul ke ruang udara? atau menyapu tesco white bread dengan peanut butter dan strawberry jam? semua itu tidak berlaku.

adakah itu bermaksud bahawa, makanan tidak lagi menjadi motivasi kepada aku untuk bangun? jika itu adalah benar, maka, selepas ini bolehlah menjadikan sampah sebagai motivasi utama untuk bangun setiap hari. dengan azam: harus bangun sebelum pak cik dublin city council tiba.

kerana apa yang lebih menarik perhatianku pada pagi itu ialah plastik sampah recycle di tepi peti ais. sudah penuh. lalu aku ikat dan heret ke luar rumah, masukkan dalam bin hijau lalu menolak bin itu ke tepi jalan raya. agar dapat di kosongkan oleh pak cik dublin city council kemudiannya. dapat di hantar ke pusat-pusat kitar semula dan mungkin dapat menjadi produk baru yang boleh di pasarkan?

oleh itu, mari beri tepukan gemuruh kepada jamiey kerana telah berjaya menyelamatkan dunia daripada longgokan sampah. menyelamatkan dunia dari global warming. menjimatkan kos penghasilan produk.

sebenarnya bukan itu perkara pokok yang ingin aku sampaikan. ada yang lebih penting yang terdetik di hatiku yang ingin aku turunkan ke jari jemari agar pantas menari-nari membentuk satu rangkap yang mampu merungkai apa yang terbuku di hati.

ceritanya berlaku ketika sedang menarik bin hijau itu keluar. di ufuk timur, matahari sedang memancarkan sinar jingga yang begitu cantik. udara segar masuk ke cerobong hidungku yang kurang mancung terasa menenangkan sekali. pokok-pokok hijau. ada juga pokok-pokok yang gondol daunnya kerana mematuhi peraturan musim. cantik. cantik sekali. nyanyian burung-burung. ah indahnya dublin!

namun, semua ini bakal di tinggalkan dua bulan lagi...yang paling berat untuk di tinggalkan ialah KAMU!

yang sedih kerana bakal meninggalkan dublin,

jamieY

::lilits day::

conversation 1

kak F: lawanya. ada apa today?

us: thank you.o special day today. bday ****!

kak F: *giggle*

conversation 2: 

joyah: happy birthday **** (hugs)

****: thank you

alice: Happy birthday!!! (mari melakonkan trademark tangan alice!) :p kepada alice, sila jangan marah. main main ja bha ;) )

me: happy birthday ****! (hugs) see, we dressed up for you (batting eyelashes)

****: is it? bukan selalu ke you dress up? ( auw do u stalk me everyday? :p)

us: lol

me: no. we dressed up specially for you on your birthday (smiling)

joyah: yes. this is jamiey's tudung that im wearing

****: ya i know. this is so not you. but jamiey, yes! ( referring to the lip lap tudung. ya la, liplap is my thing ngee. but, wow, the stalking thingy is really good! sampai tahu what i like and what i dont)

amaran dari pemilik blog: nama dan watak-watak yang terdapat dalam cerita di atas adalah rekaan semata-mata. tiada yang berkaitan dengan yang masih hidup, yang masih ber'dress up' mahupun yang telah menemui tuhan. sila jangan ambil pusing ya ;)

yang perasan di stalk,

jamieY

::superlicious extravaganza::

what does birthday mean to you?

a BIRTHDAY cake?

a BIRTHDAY card?

a BIRTHDAY prezzie?

a BIRTHDAY party?

BIRTHDAY wishes from loved ones?

for more than 15 years i was growing up in  surroundings where birthday meant i was another year older, so what was the big deal? everyone got older day by day and if i was lucky to live long enough, next year will be another birthday. only on that specific date, it brought remembrance to me that i was older, one year older to be specific so be grateful for the life that He still allowed me to live on.

no birthday cake, no birthday card, no birthday prezzie. no party. but few wishes from those who remembered. and that were enough to put the smiles on the face. 

"but few people that i met along the journey of life taught me more than that" 

It's the day to make the birthday girl to feel EXTRA special. even it means:

• significant deficit in their savings! 
  
• tawaf-ing city centre and grafton street to find the perfect prezzie, perfect card and perfect wrapper
  
• sacrificing their precious time 
  
• bringing the prezzies everywhere she goes from dawn to dusk 
• suffering from shuffling gait because of sleep deprivation
• commuting 2 hours journey just to get the cake
• hiding like thieves in front of their own friends' house 
• shivering in the cold night in winter just to give her a surprise
• telling white lies that smell fishy lol
• making all the way to her house in the night to have a party. i tell you, it's not a short distance.
• forcing the eyelids to open wide to prepare sushi for her

alisa hanum: one of the masterminds who planned it all.

sarah, nazihah : partners in crime who also masterminded the bash

syamsiah, nazihah were the planners. siti fairudza was my birthday mate. they were too genius to make me and fai believed in them. 

fadhilah, indang jalilah: their task was to make sure i was home for the surprise

nurul hana, khairul annisah who prepared the sushi. THANK YOU GIRLS!

reading the verses of LOVE

12 bright pink roses all the way from UK ;)

the red dress that is envied by most! THANK YOU JIAH! this is absolutely gorgeous ;)

the glamorous clutch. THANK YOU SARAH! love it bling bling ;)

the super sexay red heels.THANK YOU ALISA! you know i have wanted this for so long!

my new baby OM. a treat for myself. THANK YOU to MARA ;)

this phone is definitely awesome 

a matching stylish bracelet. THANK YOU WADA! (kotak ja guess harap maklum)

 

divalicious bracelet to go with the dress, heels and clutch. THANK YOU SYAM!

 THANK YOU INDANG and HAN for this huggable fluffy Hootchie, for the second birthday surprise and for the chocolate banana cake! I know you girls will be missing me when i get back home for good ;p

 

jauh di mata dekat di hati. THANK YOU NARIMAH! i know how sick and busy you were but still managed to edit (delete wrinkles to be exact) and got this done. 

my dear beautiful girls,

that might be the last birthday that we celebrated together in Dublin. one of the greatest and memorable for me so far. it was not the luxurious, super expensive prezzies that overwhelmed me the most (surely they do, now i sound like a matre huh?) but all the effort and endless LOVE that was shown by itself through all the gestures and words that might be hard to be explained by any spoken language.

so,

i'll remember all the time that we spent together,

i'll remember all the laughter that we used to have,

i'll remember all the tears through downsides of life,

i'll remember all the patience of you girls adapting to my unpredictable behaviour,

i'll remember all the sacrifice made in the name of LOVE,

i'll remember all the tolerance in keeping things right

a super BIIIIIIIGGGGGGGG THANK YOU to alisa, jiah, sarah, syam, fai, indang, dilah, han, khairul annisah, hana, sheila and sheeda for the great night at our place.

asrih, kak fra, kak D, hana, mior, shml, thani, syahir, kurt, ba'ei and intan for the dinner and night out together!

 

for this beautiful friendship that we have, may remain till the end of time. cherish it because everyone of you is very dear to my heart and irreplaceable! 

for every wish from all over the world, every single word is counted! THANK YOU everyone. i do appreciate them. despite of your busy and hectic schedule, there was always time just to drop me a testimonial or write on my fb wall to say happy birthday. being remembered is a wonderful feeling ( and thank you to fb and fs birthday reminder! )

yang terasa di sayangi dan pastinya menyayangi,

jamieY

::even dinosaurs had it!::

in one fine cold night, i flipped through the notes for tomorrow's lecture when i came across this:

Not confined to human, even dinosaurs had OA ( osteoarthritis)

won't forget this statement. forever.

::horsey riding::

Date:     1st november 2008

Venue:  Dublin

            Abbeyfield Farm, Co. Clane, Kildare

Time:   11.30 am - 8.00 pm

after one hour and a half of im-freezing-while-waiting-for-the-bus, we arrived in the farm, one hour drive from Dublin

indang feeding Finn. i did not give her tangible items for her birthday, instead i gave her memories. so please pretty, don't be amnesic or demented :D

the most dramatic picture of the bunch : jiah feeding Finn, apple was falling, extra concentrated saliva of his was dripping, and disgusted expression of jiah

me acting cool feeding Finn. total of apples given: countless :D

Finn asking for more apples. with one condition Finn, kiss me first! hihi

total time spent playing with the horses and DOGS : 1 hour

riding Hootch, the most macho horse among all 3. the boy in orange is Donald, a future horsie business man :D

auuww Hootch loves me. he was begging for me not to leave him :D

all 3 horses discussing who's the most cool rider :D

total time spent riding the horse, chit chatting and having fun : 1 hour

triplet date in ciao bella roma (means welcome roma beautiful girl ) *ehem2*

did i tell u that italian guys are handsome? 

total time spent "cuci mata-ing": 2 hours

total number of the waiter came to our table: 13 roughly lol

 

charlie's angels riding horses. perfect day, perfect fun with the perfect people! 

 note the horses, they are all camera shy haha

the pictures will be updated once i have collected all from my other two girlfriends. wait for more cham-whoring poses from us! lol

::blog award::

many thanks to my dear friend (hmmpfh) who was kindly nominated me for this award :D. thank you N. thank you for being my loyal tagger :p

so for the best part of being nominated is, to nominate the next 10 muahahaha

i would like to nominate:

1: YULE : please update your blog pretty? u know i have been waiting for a new post aite?

2: can i nominate the person that nominated me? o who cares btw aite? so narimah again! ( nah ambek mu! balas dendam :p )

3. narimah again. you know you are my favorite :p

4. for the third time: narimah again and again! lol

5. asrih : please don't post an emotional entry ok?

6. azhar : so you are busy as well heh? 

7. abg jhaz : love your blog. everything that you need to know before travelling :D

8. kak D : love the way you write. sempoi. keep that up :)

9. josepha : nice one girl! 

10. anyone! :D

:: superman wears push up bra?! ::

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Click here to take the "Which Superhero are you?" quiz...

::king of my heart::

telah ku kenali lelaki ini sejak pertama ku bisa menuturkan kata. dia telah berada di sisiku sejak dari itu, dan tidak pernah kedengaran keluhan mahupun tanda-tanda mengalah dalam dirinya. ya aku mngakuinya, dialah lelaki pertama yang begitu sabar pada mataku.

pernah ku lihat kelelakiannya tercabar. namun dia cool saja. dengan tenang, dia akan menjawab, "selagi dia tidak pengapakan orang kesayanganku, selagi itulah aku akan bersabar". darah ini yang meluap mendengarkan apa yang telah di perlakukan kepadanya. mungkin kerana tindakanku banyak berlandaskan emosi dan tuhan menciptakan lelaki dengan nature sebaliknya...

pernah jugak suatu masa dahulu, dia menerima tekanan terhebat dalam hidupnya. namun, dia tidak pernah mengalah. malah, itulah yang menjadikan dirinya semakin tabah barangkali. cukuplah sekadar kembali ke teratak buruk, air kopi susu terhidang sedia bersama jemput2 barangkali? itu sudah cukup untuk membunuh rasa penat lelah dan kekusutan yang berpundak menggunung di dalam  dada.

seawal 6 pagi akan di galas beg menuju ke tempat kerja. menghempas tulang empat kerat. bermandikan keringat. menyalurkan setiap kilojoule tenaga yang terkandung demi orang tersayang. dia takut dia tidak memberi kami secukupnya. aku telah melihat bagaimana hebatnya semangat dalam dirinya yang pada anggapanku, jika berlandaskan tenaga fizikalnya sahaja belum tentu bisa melaksanakan pekerjaan itu sehari- hari. namun, apa yang memberi impak terhadap tugas sehariannya ialah kami, orang tersayang. pukul 5 barulah dia berkemas-kemas untuk pulang. 

namun, tugasnya tidak terhenti di situ sahaja. kembali ke rumah, hatinya pasti girang jika di sambut dengan suara-suara puteri dan putera kecilnya yang sekarang pasti sudah semakin galak membantah perintahnya. mungkin, sudah pernah melukai hatinya.

ku kenali dirinya. dia bukan seorang yang akan berperi terhadap kesakitan yang di tanggung. seboleh-bolehnya, dia mahu menguburkan terus rasa sakit itu agar tidak kelihatan oleh kami. namun, jauh di sudut hatinya, aku bisa mengerti. kerana itulah, diriku sayang sama kamu. kamulah inspirasi aku atas nama mengejar impian. jika kamu bisa berhempas pulas 10 jam sehari dan mungkin lebih, mengapa tidak aku? sedangkan tugas aku jauh lebih mudah dari kamu. 

dan kamu, wahai ayahku, akan sentiasa bertakhta di hatiku...

::omnia::

my dear loyal readers * ehem2 *

mengapa aku abandon blog ini? kerana telah banyak aku melayari dan meneliti blog orang lain dan ternyata content my blog belum layak lagi untuk di publish lol. lagipun, jadual seharian ku sangatlah tidak mengizinkan untuk aku berlama-lama di sini. 1st thing comes first isn't it? because nothing is more important when it comes to having a good sleep :p

raya sudah berlalu. the best raya ever in dublin? maybe. i had all the raya ritual as what we used to have back in malaysia. burasak, ayam lengkuas on raya morning, then solat sunat raya and bermaaf-maafan session. and what this raya brought to me? a luck! 

i won two prizes during RCSI-ISOC eid dinner! 

never in my life that i am this lucky when it comes to "lucky draw". but, that night was truly mine. ipod and a voucher for two for horseriding session. how cool are that?

and open houses were almost every week. enough said, i'm gaining weight! so please pretty, don't ever blame me for this excessive fat that i have :p

i took a glance to the calendar this morning and it's 25th october. so october is ending huh? what does it mean? *hint*

someone is turning 21! few of my friends have started asking what they should get for me for my birthday prezzie. lol, dun bother guys. omnia would be a perfect gift! *hint again*

have been falling in love over and over again with this gadget since few months back. since it's early launching i would say ^^. could not care less? have a drooling session with me by clicking this lol

so boys and girls, you can start planning on how to get this for me from now! ^^