::hepi bdaY guYs!::

A VERY HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO OUR BELOVED FRIENDS

hasil kerja tgn2 kami :)

semoga panjang umur kepada miss wada, mr rosnal, mr shml and mr azmi

may allah's bless stays with us always :)

may the bond between us grows stronger! and thank you for those who came...

::semat!::

cool huh?

::iSLam eXpo::

check this out! it's kewl~

::heY mr engineer! im a Dr2b and i am single lol::

an assistant engineer wrote this comment to me:

"boleh jg klu ada jamilah.

mau tambah 1 lg koleksi doc dlm kluarga. kakaka.

lagipun match tu klu dr dgn eng. aku rasa la. haha.

ba bgs la tu. aku lg suka org lain dr coach tu

ko nda study ka ni jamilah.. atau bgn pagi check komen? hehe"

so what do i want to highlight is an engineer shud find a Dr as a partner! LOL

i read an article sometime last year with the title of "why an engineer will make a good bf?"

the article (not really an article i guess) evaluated few aspects the way that an engineer thinks and the benefits of being a girlfriend to an engineer. and today, again, another opinion on that matter haha

would it be an engineer, a doctor, a farmer, a minister, a millionaire, it doesn't really matter. how deep he loves u does matter!~

but if there is any single, available, and most importantly, eligible engineer out there, maybe we can have a drink sometym? hahaha

in-lov-wif-her-notes,

jamieY

::kecewa~::

berkali2 aku d kecewakan oleh exam, namun kekecewaan ini yg plg jelas.bukan aku seorang saja yg merungut bila saja semua kertas jawapan selesai d kutip. rata2 pelajar dr segenap ceruk negara, hitam atau putih, tinggi atau rendah, perang atau blonde, mberi komen yg sama

"it was dem hard!"

"the question was sOo bla2..."

as for me, nothing much i can say. im not well prepared for this paper. so i have to pay the price for it! 

frustrated...

hopeless...

but i am not a complete loser today. i rushed back home after the paper and turn my baby apple on...

checking my inbox. an emel from ebay is opened.

"you have been outbid. don't let it go away. bid now."

haha i am addicted to ebay (click here for ur very own session of on9 shopping) since last month. and for this month only, i have made 4 transactions. 2 items waiting to be paid. 3 active acutions!

this are the items that i won today. see...im not a complete loser! haha

pierre cardin gent's classic wristwatch :)

this is for dad!i won this without even need to bid 4 it hehe

and another one!

ladie's pierre cardin wristwatch :)

this is for mom. i bid tau mom?sggp ni hehe

so i called home after i won the auctions and guess what what my mom said?

daughter: maa, suda kakak kasi beli jam. jam bapak sekali...

mother: eee mama allergic pki jam ni. nnt kluar kembang keringat. gatal2

daughter: haha nda pa maa...klu nda suka, aku boleh ambek! suka ni jam :p

mother: hahaha

daughter: alaa gatal2 klu jam tiruan kali maa 

mother: jam apa kunun yg d beli tu?

daughter: jam tiruan la hahaha

there are few things that that i found work best to reduce my stress:

1. menyanyi skuat hati di bilik smpi jiran ketuk pintu dan tny "what's wrong with u?i need to study and u made disturbing noise". how to handle this?

"o im perfectly fine.tq 4 ur concern :p" this gonna send her away lol

2. kemas bilik! wpon suda d kemas 3 kali sehari semenjak musim peperiksaan ini. kasi hambur smua balik dan kemas. really a good therapy!

3. ice cream never fails to cheer me up. and this is my fav! yummy~

4. speak and laugh out loud while talking to my mom n sibs! 

5. sleep~

im goin to sleep now. hopefully, when i woke up, all the bad feelings have gone to some other place hehe.

nite :p

::caryohexin::

i woke up at 9 am today. yeah i am a lazy bum. i slept at 3+ am last nite. thanx to BED!

i had my shower, and put a nice dress on. without wasting time, went straight to my desk and here we go, last minute prep. memorizing and cramming relevant facts into my cortex! o my baby cortex, plz dun get stuck later ok? i promise i wont torture u for the next 3 months :p...we gonna jalan2 n i'll u free from those hazardous medic terms and tons of information

another 4 hours to go. and i was still reading the the notes words by words.

arghh nda buleh masuk suda!!! 

so i stopped and i went to the kitchen. my second fav spot in this hse haha. i heated the leftovers and makan2. tandoori butter chicken and north indian curry with chutney! ok expect me to gain another 3 kg before i get home next year ok? the food was so ummpphh. my fav is that butter chicken. im gonna marry an indian la so i can eat that chicken everyday :)

after mkn2, the restlessness stroke me again. i was so nervous so i decided to call home. bro picked the phone up and i requested to speak wif maa. and from the end of the line, i can hear her full of love voice.

"sht jgk?" she asked.

"ok maa. mau exam suda ni. lagi sejam. maa, doa byk2 ya? solat hajat. takut ni.." i complained to her

"yakin boleh...buat mcm biasa.ok tu.." she assured me

"nda ready btul bha kali ni. doa ya  maa?" 

"sentiasa..."jawabnya 

i know where can i turn to when i feel blue. when i feel i need to talk. thanx mom.

"and maa, mintak ampun klu ada apa2 ya... takut ilang berkat" 

"ya jgn rsu...bgs2 ya?"

"ok maa.tq. mana bapak?"

the i talked to dad. after asking for bless and forgiveness, i ended the call.

and back to study mode (-.-)"

12.55 pm..we left home. sarah, alisa, jiah and me. everyone was so worried and nervous. i can see that from their faces. and in everyone's hand there were notes to be read on while walking. see how nerdy we r? :p

1.30 sharp, MCQ questions of BED. 20 questions to be answered in 30 mins. i sucked it up! well, klu nda tembak, not jamiey la...few questions were "tembak"ed by me haha

then the short notes papers were distributed. i paid a glance to the papers on the floor while waiting the MCQ sheet to b collected. what?? 5 booklets? hellow? do u expect us to answer in 5 booklets? and the MCQ had 10 options. this was my first time of having A till J options to be chosen from. gilak...5 options are enuf to make me confused and they gave me 10? no wonder i was double confused (@.@)

and what's wif the 5 booklets?jensen yg bijak super tu pun blom tentu dpt hbskan all 5 booklets in 90 mins lol

after MCQ answer sheet was collected, i grabbed the booklets form the floor.

i smiled to myself when the booklets were actually empty.they were the answer sheets provided. so psycho la! y rcsi has to do this? it kinda wasting papers because, averagely we only used 3 sheets for each question and the rest of the blank paper of the booklet? where wud they go? no wonder mara has to pay extremely expensive fees to sponsor a student in rcsi because the examination cost itself is dem high 

RCSI sgt kaya!!! :p

kolej ku yg kaya raya~ 

ok get back to the exam. 5 short notes questions altogether.

1st question: smile

2nd question: smile again

3rd question: another smile

4th question: more n more smile

5 question: lol

all the questions were so like i-dunno-wut-d-prof-expects-me-to-put-on-d-answer-sheet!

haih mengapa perlu ada xm bila diriku bisa saja bahagia tanpanya? lol

i attempted the questions.  one by one. got stucked so long in the fourth question. the person in charge smiled to look at my puzzled facial expression. i was thinking really hard. the stress was in the air!

tumor markers for like 8 types of tumor. ok to be honest, i din read this. so what im goin to put ya? hurm...let's make it so i dun look so es-2-pid-o

so i put all the tumor markers that i can recalled from what have been tod in the tutorial. CD40, DC45. i even invented a new tumor marker: caryohexin which is totally doesnt exist!how did it come to my mind out of nowhere was so mysterious :p...ini la hidayah namanya lol.i can guarantee that ms mary leader wil lol when she got to read my answer haha

i finished the paper 15 mins earlier. not because the questions were ez pz but i din even know what else to put on the answer sheet haha. 

then, we passed the answer sheets one by one.babai BED! hope we dun need to meet again. u know, i wud rather be wif another module next sem. we are over and that's it. in case we need to be together again, hope we'll have more tym for me to explore every inch of u! haih~

::meMorY gambar candiD::

asyik aku ketip kuku tiba2 emel alert mnarik perhatian ku serta merta...

new friendster msg from khai_rulez

ni mst msg fwd lagi...tapi tgn ku tnp arahan dr cortex lincah saja mnari2 pada papan kekunci appleku sambil mnaip www.friendster.com..aku klik new msg and here it goes:

Re:jamiey!!!

gu luck exam mu ya!!!
ko ingat jak aku...klu kau blur...
dulu tym spm pun ko duduk selang c josie jak kan..tengok d ireland sdh kau!!!!!

hahaha aku tersenyum sendiri. rasa rendu pada shbtku sorg ini tiba2 mnebal tanpa d pinta...

masih aku tringat saat pertama aku mngenali dirinya. kelas delima. 2002. aku baru saja mendaftar d tingkatan 4 mrsm kota kinabalu. sebagai perempuan melayu terakhir yg tercampak d sekolah perempuan, aku punya nilai malu yg tggi. mujur saja aku cepat sebati dgn rakan perempuan yg duduk di sebelah. nurul shaida sidup namanya. yule yg lebih sinonim dgnnya berkawan rapat dgn khai and feyt and josie...

  >>> josie yg makin cun!>>>yuley syg~

beberapa hari kmudian baru la tiba ke pengetahuan ku bahawa khai,joc dan feyt adalah teman sedaerah...budak tawau! so kami berkenal2 kenalan dan persahabatan pun berputik~

kami malah mncipta bahasa sdr untuk berbual sesama kami. dgn hrpn tiada sesiapa yg mmahami apa yg kami perbualkan...kami d gelar geng meja belakang :). ada saja topik yg ingin d bualkan. topik yg ingin di umpat hahaha. sehingga hunter yg budak ranau ini mjinak2kan diri untuk mmahami bahasa rahsia kami

pelbagai kenangan kami lalui bersama.kami bermain tenis bsama. bmain kejar2 bsama. kami mnegumpat bersama. kami belajar bersama. duduk d dlm kls yg sama. mdengar syarahan cikgu yg sayup2 masuk ke telinga dek kemengantukan yg teramat.

aku masih ingt lg bagaimana aku konfrontasi n perang dingin dgn makhluk bnama khai ini. tika itu, hari tbuka aspura dan aspuri. aku, chong and hana suda menghias bilik sampai haram terjumpa satu habuk pun. entah mengapa ( mgkin jugak cuai) dan aku mmg tidak pernah terbayang benda tu akan berlaku so aku dgn selamba menyusun album kesayanganku yg menyimpan seribu satu kenangan manis di celah2 susunan buku di atas locker.

dan hari tbuka aspura aspuri berjalan dgn lancar wpon timbul desas desus ttg bberapa insiden mmalukan selepas itu :p

>>>azhar aka feyt 

keesokan harinya, azhar menghampiriku yg tekun menelaah semasa prep lalu bertanya:

"jamiey, rambut ko lurus bha kan?"

sorry guys, my hair now is something like this!!!>>> LOL

"what??!! mana da...mana lg ko tau ni??" [ duh!~ kantoi la jamiey hahaha]

dia mhulur skeping gambar ke hadapan mataku. aku cukup kenal gmbr itu. gambar candid ketika aku sdg membontot untuk mnangkap anak ikan dlm kejernihan sungai d clairemont waterfall. masa tu aku berada d tingkatan 3 dan kami rakan sekelas (all gurls) berpicinic d sana. tanpa ku sedari, yene dgn selambanya mengambl gmbr dgn aksi seksi itu hahaha.mamarazi u yen! see what the boys did to this pix?? haih..u shud have taken sexier pix la khai! :p

tkejut badak aku bila ku tatap gmbr tu. 

"mana ko dpt ni??"tanyaku. geram.

"bukan aku ya..khai yg amek dr ats lockermu" dia menjawab sambil cuba menutup kesalahan yg telah d lakukan.

aku menyinga. dem i was so garang back then. 

gmbr itu pulak mnjadi bhn ketwa boys lain. haih mengapalah engkau sgt bijak wahai khairul hamzah? 

 si JAHAT!!! pencopet gmbr!hahaha

"sama sepa lagi kamu kasi tunjuk ni gambar?" aku dgn nada geram bertanya.mahu saja aku telan hidup2 manusia d hadapanku ini. 

"nda ramai...amhal, jimmy..er "

 >>> amhal, terlibat dlm kes ini jugak scara tidak lgsg huhu

"hoi gila ka? punya malu!" aku menyinga lagi.yule n josie yg duduk d meja sebelah cuba mnenangkan aku.

seminggu jugak aku x berkomunikasi dgn dia. aku sedaya upaya mngelak dr bertembung dgn dia...dgn feyt2 skali aku heret dlm kemarahan itu. ha padan muka! lain kali jgn ambil hak org! lebih2 lagi yg mlibatkan maruah...it's my dignity u know?

bila terserempak dgn amhal dan jimmy pon, aku mnunduk... malu~ 

tapi kemarahan tu pudar saja bila mereka mula meminta maaf. maka berdamailah kami geng tawau...dgn syarat, plz dun ever do it again!!!

di kala2 bjauhan begini la aku mula mrindui saat2 seperti itu. dan siapa sangka, out of nowhere, dia boleh hantar msg seperti itu lol

ya khai aku d ireland suda! kdg2 aku lupa hakikat itu...kdg2 aku rasa aku mensia2kan peluang untuk mgunakan masa yg ada untuk mnuntut sebanyak ilmu yg mungkin. memenuhkan ilmu d dada...

and for those yg tlibat secara langsung ataupun tidak dalam drama kehidupan d atas, i thank you! at least i have something to laugh at today! 

kepada semua yg di sakiti hatinya, maaf di pinta~ sungguh amarah yg membuak2 pada ketika itu telah mnewaskan kewarasan fikiran yg sejemput cuma...

cheers for our fship that will never fade :)

::It's Here!::

19 may 2008: biology, epidemiology of disease
21 may 2008: cardiorespiratory
26 may 2008: GI/ hepatology
28 may 2008: TOSCE

masa kcederaaan! get set...GO!!!

::cegu, selamat hari gUru!::

i texted few teachers of mine today to wish them happy teacher's day. it was good that some of them still remember me. well, i was a very low profile student back then and remembering me meaning u have a very good long term memory :p

i was smiling to myself reading the replies. o teachers, im wondering how are u right now...and what is it feels like being in ur classroom again. i bet the atmosphere would be totally different from what we had in our time...

one of the teachers that i got replies from was my counsellor back to primary school. he was my mentor in the program " anak angkat" that was held in my school back to 1998. that was the time that i sat for my UPSR~

the texts read like this:

"thank you very much.hampir setahun cikgu x dgr berita. hows studies?"

i replied:

"so far so good.performed well last sem.been busy with clinical teaching in hospitals.will sit for xm next monday hehe"

and i got snap when i read his reply:

"congratulations!tau la busy. tapi hantar la berita at least sekali sebulan untuk motivasi ank murid cikgu"

so sorry teacher.i was really busy and that is not the main reason actually. i lost ur emel address and i din even have it stucked in my head. and i was so lazy to text and say hello to u huhu~ 

i was just being ignorant.

selfish.

the guilt was so great till i had to apologize...

"im so sorry teacher. will try to update u owez. btw, send my wishes to all teachers there :) "

tanpa dirimu yg bgelar guru, siapa lah aku.

tetapi aku slalu alpa tentang hakikat itu~

to mr saparudin lakanda, who showed me there's opportunity in every problem, who motivated me to take this path, who lend me hands when im in greatest need, who trusted me (rm 1 million u know?)i thank you!

or all teachers in the world, a very Happy teachers Day! 

::when he walks away::

i look at him again...this time i take longer to really understand the meaning of his gaze...

i look at him from up then slowly down to his feet. he is standing quitely.

still.

how do i make u understand that i love u honey? i have done all the things that i could to make u see that i love u with all my heart.

to make u realize i could stay with u till death come to us.

to make u believe that no one else but u to be my partner in this journey of life.

to make u see my dreams as urs and urs as mine~

no one else but u!

u smile at me. no last words. u just simply walk away tru that door.

and that smile...i miss that smile badly. it was last year when i got the chance to see the smile. o god thanks i have got the chance to see it again.

ur smile is so beautiful till it can vanish all the sorrow in my heart. it is so sweet till it can shooh away my burden. it is so sincere. it is day-brightening.

one in a million smile :)

looking u walking away makes my my heart says "stop him!" but i just cant. i am still standing there, stoning...

ur shade fades away in the gloomy night...

"good bye my dear. u know u'll always be my love till the end of time" i whisper... 

few days later

i collapse the moment i heard the breaking news.

"omg. y u shud punish me this way? u shud have taken me instead of him!"

i whine. 

i cry. 

i regret. 

i blame myself for the unexpressed love. i blame myself for the wasted moments that i shud have been spending with him. i blame myself for everything. now i couldnt even turn back time...

god, if u can give him back to me,even my life as a return, i would give my all...

i will.

i cry. over and over again. 

the tears are so warm till i can feel 'em on my cheek. i wipe 'em slowly and try to regain my consciousness. 

purple duvet is still covering me. i am still sleeping on the purple covered pillow. froggie and chimpy are sitting at the edge of the bed looking at me. as usual, with that empty look. well, what do u expect from soft toys? hugging u when u have nightmares? nay!

gosh i was dreaming! but so weird, i had this dream before. and this was the second time when i wake up on bed with tears. 

the saddest thing in that dream is that when u dont have the chance to love the person that u love with all ur heart~ 

although it was just a dream, it hurts deeply...

[the story above is purposely written in present tense hehe]

::new f0rmuLa invenTeD::

  +    +    - = EXAM

this is what happen to you when what so called "EXAM" is just around the corner! i bet not only me who has been victimised, but everyone who has the title as "STUDENT" experiences the same thing~ 

r u?

::keraNa diA iBuKu::

ke hadapan ibu yg tsayang,

apa khabar maa? kakak doakan maa sihat2 saja...sibuk eh? dgr2 byk tempahan jahitan sejak kebelakangan ini? mungkin sbb x lama lagi hari guru maka smua pelanggan maa yg rata2nya cikgu sibuk menempah baju baru...mungkin untuk d gayakan semasa sambutan hari guru nanti :)

mungkin maa lupa ( ataupun senna suda bagi hint?) hari ni mrupakan hari ibu...SELAMAT HARI IBU maa!!! hari ni hari special tok maa...

maa,

kakak rindu pada maa...

rindu pada suara lunak mak yg mnurut moyang, kita punya suara yg sama...kakak bangga kerana ada juga trait maa yg trn pada kakak...i wish i have ur beauty maa :p

rindu pada masakan mak...wpun pada urg lain lauk itu biasa saja, namun kakak boleh tambah 3 kali...sbb tu kakak akan bertambah gemuk bila duduk rumah :))

rindu pada leteran maa di kala mngejutkan kakak d pagi hari. mungkin maa tahu itu cuma taktik saja nak bagi maa mbebel pagi2 supaya i din miss that moment every time i am home hehe

rindu pada senda gurau maa yg suka mnyakat bapak..mnyakat kami adek beradek...i guess i have this trait too maa :p

rindu pada ciuman maa...pada pelukan maa

this song is 4 u maa...

thank you for loving me unconditionally!

::ksedaran sivik zero!::

urge to write strikes me again hehe

yesterday, it was happened beyond our consciousness. we were busy chatting about our precious memory back to the period where we were still wearing those white baju kurung and blue uniform, and we got off the 27b bus happily, still talking to each other...

we stepped down at the stop opposite to tesco in talbot st, with one mission, to catch 122 bus and get ourself to mercer library, NERDING!

alisa was busy checking her bag n her pockets, when she turned to me and...

"hp kite hilang" she said

"huh? da check sume tmpt? poket? beg?" aku mbalas

"xde.." while her hands still aggressively checking for the fourth time to ensure she din miss any part of her jacket nor her bag...she din even leave a single pouch left unchecked!even the dunnes plastic bag was checked too which is logically, it was impossible for the phone to get there by itself :p

"okay jum cari bas yg kite naik td...mgkn tjatuh kot" i was guessing

we ran to find the bus, expecting it to set down in front of abbey theatre, where usually it drops us. it wasnt there...we checked the line of buses again...looking around with the hope that our sight might catch the only thing that we were looking for at the moment, 27b bus!

despite of the scorching heat and few ml of Na+ and Cl- liquid excretion ( thanx to extremely hot summer in dublin!), our search was to no avail...it was the dublin bus officer who was i asked help from, called the driver using his walkie talkie but yet again, it was a female driver that answered his call...i was pretty sure that the driver was a male!

we thanked him, ran again to eden quay, 'just in case the bus is there' we thought...again, fail!

for the third time, we went back to the last stop and this time i saw 27b bus but it was written "harristown" in front of the bus..not letting any probability that this might be the bus ( although it supposed to be "eden quay" written there) i stopped the driver and she asked me to wait at the next stop...

i explained to her the situation and she agreed to allow us to get in the bus at the next stop...

"it was her la...i thought she was a male! i recognised her shades!" i told alisa...so meaning it was the right bus (hopefully)..kpd kakak driver bus, mahap :p

sometimes i was being extra observant for nothing...i recognised her shades because i stared at her reflection on the mirror when thanking "him" before getting off of the bus..thanking a driver here is a practice, which can hardly be seen back to my place huu~ maybe shud learn to prektis this :p

d driver looked for the hp, we did too. but it was frustrating to get to know that it was gone..just like that...

"r u ok??" i asked alisa..

"ok je..xde perasaan..."

that was what i felt when my hp that i bought with my very own saving money was snatched in front of my very own eyes....this incident happened on 25th august 2005 in terminal one seremban...

i din know what exactly to feel that time...

blur, worried, mad, regret all were mixed up...

and the funny thing was that while i was running after the thief, not even a single person in the very busy place bothered to help me except a school boy!he came into the scene after he heard me screaming "pencuri!!!"...this is what will happen when u are surrounded by "ksedaran sivik zero" people haha. i got my lesson tho...

and i still remember who was the first person to call me after the incident...it was good that i remember his no...

*in LRT*

"sepa ni?" he was blur because i texted him using my fren's no asking for a friend's no which is also his fren..

"jamiey..." i said

" r u ok?" he asked. concern was detected in his voice!also heard was the noise of his inserting coins into the slot...he was using public phone to call me!

"dunno what to feel..." i laughed to cover the mixed up feelings in me

but it was good tho to have sum1 to talk to u, asking "r u okay" in this kind of situation...when u r down, u really need sum1 to be there, at least to listen because, i bet not everyone can understand ur situation..but even u could not, lending ur ears really helps!

but ben and jerry's ice cream is a good idea too kan alisa? :p [choc brownies plz hehe]

and to that sum1, i thank you!maybe u dunno how much u made me feel good...but u juz did!

i think u know who u r :)

::me dan exam::

12 am...

couting days~

19th may, i'll be sitting for my final exam for intermediate cycle 1...kinda stressed with all the revision and workload to be done in next two weeks...whose fault? no one else but me who loves to procrastinate...well im a professional procrastinator :p

mengapa saya tidak mndapat pengajaran drpd pengalaman lepas ttg sikap bertangguh? 

kerana saya bebal

mengapa saya tidak bersemangat mengulangkaji pelajaran?

kerana saya bebal

mengapa saya tidak mencontohi kawan saya yg mhabiskan masa mereka dgn buku?

kerana saya suka berfoya2

mengapa saya mnulis blog instead of studying?

kerana saya malas~

mengapa saya suka membuang masa?

kerana saya slalu hilang momentum

mengapa saya mngetahui apa yg silap tp saya masih tidak berubah?

kerana itulah saya :p

i wish miracle would happen to me for this exam...

160 lecture notes 

two weeks time

tons of diseases detailing the definitions, epidemiology, signs and symptoms, aetiolgy, diagnoses, investigations, prognostic to be neatly organised in my cortex

tongue twisting terms to be memorised for oral assessment

list of clinical skills to be practiced on human..any volunteer? hihi

responsibility as a cook n housekeeper :p

but that is only a small part of life...wether i want it or not, like it or not...one thing to be sure, i ought to face it!!!~ 

berjuang sehingga ke titik peluh yg terakhir! wpun perjuangan itu lebih nampak kesungguhannya bila mendengkurkan irama sumbang dan melakarkan peta...sesungguhnya pillow cover itu mnjadi saksi hehe

nite..need to sleep...will b having morning classes tomorrow and a filming session...see, one more stressful event to go...eventho im not a good actress, they always want me to be on  tv hahahaha

me yg stress,

jamieYbesH

xx

 

::we r irish::

yesterday, me n indang were having girls day out together hehe. kunun mau mkn something different so we decided to eat steak!

masuk2, the waitresses greeted us at the door...because of my skepticism, i asked her whether the food is halal because i couldnt find any info on the web..being there was because of my fren's suggestion...

trying to explain to her the meaning of halal, the big boss approached us...

"r u ok ladies?" he asked us politely

"just wondering if the food served here is halal or not..."i replied 

"it's all halal!"

haha good! 

we took our seats at the far back of the restaurant of south street...table for two auw sweet haha...

eyeing on the menu, the same problem stroke me...i dunno what exactly to eat.indang decided to eat wutsoever steak n me, based on the waitresses reccomendation, i ordered T-bone steak wic is the restaurant expertise...it better worth the price!

"how wud u like ur steak ms?"

"erm, what options do i have?"

"do u like it half cooked, or fully cooked?"

"erm i dunno...what do u think indang?"

hahaha ces dua2 pon 1st tym makan steak..how do i know wic one is better..indang was puzzled

"ok then juz gimme medium cooked one with garlic butter sauce"

"n me with pepper sauce plz"

we chatted while waiting for the steaks. bla bla we shared lots of things...catching up session. eventho shez studying not far from here, we can hardly meet due to our packed schedule. as usual we girls have so many things to talk about when we meet..but this time, it was different. indang even brought her CVS notes and flip over her notes

wow u nerd! dun read notes la...we r in a high class restaurant la beb..enjoy the moment haha

not long after that, the steak arrived..erm tempting smell...i cut the meat piece and spooned it carefully into my mouth...erm juicy but elastic haha

not really my taste maybe..i enjoyed part of the steak but i placed most of it at indang's plate...nah makan la...i dun really like meat huhu

we spent almost 1 hour to eat n chat n bla2...ok jum smbg shopping..we grab our bags n headed to the counter, ready to pay...

45.98 please..

hahaha kami mmg urg kaya that day! that was the most expensive meal i have eaten outside...50 euro for two? 250 hengget beb haha

but it worth the experience...thanx indang! next time turn aku plak blnja hehe

pengajaran: blajar dlu b4 pegi mkn bnd yg 1st tym nk mkn haha

muah.babai!

::siLence::

i wish i can keep myself in silent mode so i dont have to say anything "junk" for few days maybe? forever will be better :p..lets experiment it for few days hehe

too many things said unnecessarily...n  i have seen the grim effects because of my words that blurted out. words that intended not to hurt but were misinterpreted. words that meant to delivered as jokes but go beyond limits. words that have hurt so many people around me...

but still, i keep repeating the same mistake day by day. x makan saman sggh aku ini haih~

jangan kerana mulut badan binasa. shud firmly hold to this phrase i guess...

to those who got irritated with my words, my jokes, my sarcasm, my deepest apology! and if u see me quite, it's not that i dont like u!i love u thats y i dun wanna hurt u again wif my unnecessary words from my big mouth...enuf~