::never say goodbye::

6th August 2008

the idea of throwing her a surprise party came into my head earlier and we finally: azmi and asrih pakat2 to gather that night, convincing her to hang out and makan2 since that will b the last night of her being here. she left me the next morning :(

out of her knowledge, i dictated asrih, who had fever that day to buy a cake. ya im mean! muahaha. it's all because of u darling! for u, asrih walked in the rainy day to get d cake [ aku tmbh2 crita] and for u, we acted like nothing will happen that nite. admit it, that we r good at acting! u din smell anything fishy aite? see! aziz m osman shud consider us to be the actors and actress in his new film la...

and that evening, we had our mkn ramen session with the boys. ish im addicted to this ramen! N cooked 4 us kan N? sdpnya hingga mjilat kaki ni...so sepa ckp N nda pndi msk, bgs kamu tarik blk kata2 tu...pndi bha dia msk! even the onion mcm dadu dia potong...na sepa mau celen? :p

1st, dia mskkn aku nasi goreng sardin...nah 3 kali aku tmbh! pastu dia mskkn kami ramen...mleleh la jgk hingus sbb  mnahan pds hehe

so after cooking dinner, i asked her to dress up but she refused. she was happily donning my pyjama and her selendang to cover her shirt. kwn ku ni, she is really OLD as what she claimed hahaha

when asrih signaled me, i went out of the house, meet the boys outside and lit the candles on. and she was in the living room with her laptop. as i switched off the main power supply, i could hear her freaking out from the living room. we laughed and walked in slowly with the cake... i tod she gonna say something abt the cake. but what happened was something i din expect at all

she was busy looking for quran recitation in her laptop! why? because she was almost fainted as she saw the candles moving without seeing us! lol.she tod it was hantu lilin as told by her granny... so kwn2, N bkn saja pndi masak, malah mmiliki daya imaginasi yg tggi! :p

us and the "hantu lilin"

toast 4 her success :)

and that night we lepak till late and had a good laugh.

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7th August 2008

the day finally arrived. it's time to say goodbye. after having lunch in RCSI, we walked to the bust stop, waiting for 16A. we patiently waiting for an hour or so when the bus failed to show itself. enuf of having our patience tested, we decided to take a taxi, afraid that N will miss her flite. as the taxi stopped in front of us, we can see the bus tkedek2 from afar. nah kdgrn la bnd2 nda patut mnyumpah that bus haha. @£$%^&!

we arrived at the airport 1 hour b4 the departure time. after checking in [ not to mention the embarrassing thing], we headed to the departure hall. as we hugged each other to say goodbye, i could not help the warm drops from my lacrimal gland to set themself free, running slowly on my cheek. that was my first time i had to say goodbye... before this, i owez the one who leave pple behind but that time, the scenario was totally different... and i felt what my mother felt when she saw me leaving. my dad's. my sibs'. my friends'.

may i not have that feeling again? 

N left us with thousand of memories, awaited to b told to our friends back in sabah. to our family. to our future generations maybe? hihi. the moment spent with u guys are the sweetest and may we could gather again next time and allow history to repeat itself? except for certain part ok? i'd rather have it deleted ngee :)

and dearie N, 

thank you 4 visiting us

thank you 4 being a wonderful company

thank you 4 all the laughter, u never fail to make me smile

thank you 4 d pillow talk that surely comfort me 

thank you 4 cooking 4 us, looking fwd 4 ur new recipe 

thank you 4 d nite to remember

thank you 4 all d sacrifice [mari jln kaki ayam lg hehe]

and lastly, thank you for every single thing u have done 4 us!

u said this once to me, which i remember till this very moment : never say never! so whatever it takes, never say never to our fship :)

because i love u eventho u r too OLD for my liking ;p. proof? all the maciks puji me, not u! muahahahaha

never say never! 

until we r old as the ladies in front of us ok dear?

until then, lets plan our trip to bali yeeehaaaaaa~

i know u have been missing the tym of us traveling together aite? hihi