::caryohexin::

i woke up at 9 am today. yeah i am a lazy bum. i slept at 3+ am last nite. thanx to BED!

i had my shower, and put a nice dress on. without wasting time, went straight to my desk and here we go, last minute prep. memorizing and cramming relevant facts into my cortex! o my baby cortex, plz dun get stuck later ok? i promise i wont torture u for the next 3 months :p...we gonna jalan2 n i'll u free from those hazardous medic terms and tons of information

another 4 hours to go. and i was still reading the the notes words by words.

arghh nda buleh masuk suda!!! 

so i stopped and i went to the kitchen. my second fav spot in this hse haha. i heated the leftovers and makan2. tandoori butter chicken and north indian curry with chutney! ok expect me to gain another 3 kg before i get home next year ok? the food was so ummpphh. my fav is that butter chicken. im gonna marry an indian la so i can eat that chicken everyday :)

after mkn2, the restlessness stroke me again. i was so nervous so i decided to call home. bro picked the phone up and i requested to speak wif maa. and from the end of the line, i can hear her full of love voice.

"sht jgk?" she asked.

"ok maa. mau exam suda ni. lagi sejam. maa, doa byk2 ya? solat hajat. takut ni.." i complained to her

"yakin boleh...buat mcm biasa.ok tu.." she assured me

"nda ready btul bha kali ni. doa ya  maa?" 

"sentiasa..."jawabnya 

i know where can i turn to when i feel blue. when i feel i need to talk. thanx mom.

"and maa, mintak ampun klu ada apa2 ya... takut ilang berkat" 

"ya jgn rsu...bgs2 ya?"

"ok maa.tq. mana bapak?"

the i talked to dad. after asking for bless and forgiveness, i ended the call.

and back to study mode (-.-)"

12.55 pm..we left home. sarah, alisa, jiah and me. everyone was so worried and nervous. i can see that from their faces. and in everyone's hand there were notes to be read on while walking. see how nerdy we r? :p

1.30 sharp, MCQ questions of BED. 20 questions to be answered in 30 mins. i sucked it up! well, klu nda tembak, not jamiey la...few questions were "tembak"ed by me haha

then the short notes papers were distributed. i paid a glance to the papers on the floor while waiting the MCQ sheet to b collected. what?? 5 booklets? hellow? do u expect us to answer in 5 booklets? and the MCQ had 10 options. this was my first time of having A till J options to be chosen from. gilak...5 options are enuf to make me confused and they gave me 10? no wonder i was double confused (@.@)

and what's wif the 5 booklets?jensen yg bijak super tu pun blom tentu dpt hbskan all 5 booklets in 90 mins lol

after MCQ answer sheet was collected, i grabbed the booklets form the floor.

i smiled to myself when the booklets were actually empty.they were the answer sheets provided. so psycho la! y rcsi has to do this? it kinda wasting papers because, averagely we only used 3 sheets for each question and the rest of the blank paper of the booklet? where wud they go? no wonder mara has to pay extremely expensive fees to sponsor a student in rcsi because the examination cost itself is dem high 

RCSI sgt kaya!!! :p

kolej ku yg kaya raya~ 

ok get back to the exam. 5 short notes questions altogether.

1st question: smile

2nd question: smile again

3rd question: another smile

4th question: more n more smile

5 question: lol

all the questions were so like i-dunno-wut-d-prof-expects-me-to-put-on-d-answer-sheet!

haih mengapa perlu ada xm bila diriku bisa saja bahagia tanpanya? lol

i attempted the questions.  one by one. got stucked so long in the fourth question. the person in charge smiled to look at my puzzled facial expression. i was thinking really hard. the stress was in the air!

tumor markers for like 8 types of tumor. ok to be honest, i din read this. so what im goin to put ya? hurm...let's make it so i dun look so es-2-pid-o

so i put all the tumor markers that i can recalled from what have been tod in the tutorial. CD40, DC45. i even invented a new tumor marker: caryohexin which is totally doesnt exist!how did it come to my mind out of nowhere was so mysterious :p...ini la hidayah namanya lol.i can guarantee that ms mary leader wil lol when she got to read my answer haha

i finished the paper 15 mins earlier. not because the questions were ez pz but i din even know what else to put on the answer sheet haha. 

then, we passed the answer sheets one by one.babai BED! hope we dun need to meet again. u know, i wud rather be wif another module next sem. we are over and that's it. in case we need to be together again, hope we'll have more tym for me to explore every inch of u! haih~